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ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS

Coming to an end of a journey,

Life can be absolutely magical,
Questions that had been arising out of nowhere, 
where is all my hard work getting lost, 
why is my patience not coming through?
as i go through a phase of absolutely beautiful people , Healing has been a great part in this journey 

I Have been so bitter , that i have lost the sight of fun and beauty , 
i hardly know what fun means 
all i am is a workaholic , and a complete introvert 


where i am today is a completely dream come true, yes i still need to heal, accept , and et go, 
and as i get always attracted to martial arts and warrior art i have not a single idea what i am. 


just recently seeing my aunts death and attending her actual indian funeral to the cremetorium, 
whati can say is that peace on her face was absolutely lovely as much as i realise how we weill miss her, how much she has annoyed us to the loving point, my heart skips to accept she is no longer with us, 
but she is somewhere, she is a smile on someones face, she is a future of someone , she is one great human in another form somewhere .... 

life has never ended, but has the body completed its journey, and walked onto another journey , 

Thank you life for telling us how you revolve, grow, and just when we are there u change the course ... 
it jus never ends . 

EVERY END IS A NEW BEGINNING .....in the search of finding my life purpose , finding the me, i have come to learn its all about ending something and begin something,,,, and the answer to all is nothing but love and compassion 


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